Transformation is a lofty goal, but it is a frustrating process. Do not lessen your goal of wellness, but please understand that others are going to have to take a back seat to your growth.
Believe it or not, improving upon imperfection really rumples the feathers of those who like to call the shots. There is a inner knowing that expresses with more light than darkness, but our more human side has adapted to a world of mediocrity.
God does not create imperfection; instead, it is our desire to manipulate, deceive, and create guilt in others that creates less than optimal situations.
And sadly, we are often tested repeatedly to determine our level of trustworthiness after we make a serious life mistake. At some point, however, one just awakens to God’s blessing, and the obstacle course that small beings create to sustain a lie becomes an unhappy joke.
Every religion utilizes myth, parable, and symbolism to initiate its members, and there are evolved beings who will assist you on this process. However, you will attract some very judgmental, controlling, and deceptive beings that want you to remain in bondage.
The trick in life is to discern the light from the darkness, the Truth from the fallacy, and the deception of love. That is not to say that love is wrong; instead, it is realizing that love is something much different than what mass media teaches.
Love is really allowing one to awaken to his or her bliss. If we attract others who feel they need to instruct us, rather than guide us, we are on a slippery slope.
Many feel they can fix others, but only God can change you. There is a very uncomfortable period when one is forced to relate with those that have not yet awakened.
It’s like acceptance into a Masters degree program, when the gatekeeper forces you to Kindergarten classes. Everyone is miserable, because you are bored and frustrated by the lack of intellectual stimulation, Likewise, your classmates cannot understand why you hate spending time with them. Fellow classmates think you are this obnoxious brownnoser who makes them look bad, and you just want some friends of similar understanding.
It’s not that you are better than your classmates. No, it’s you are older intellectually. Society forces us in line, and causes fist fights because people are organized by chronological age rather than intellectual ability. I will say it again. I takes courage to heal.
For more information about free will, go to Wikipedia.